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[anonymia]

[You have died. The circumstances in your own world somehow worked out that you've died and now your soul has been cast adrift to go to whatever destination it may. There's a sort of nothingness all around, and you yourself are also a nothingness. It's hard to tell how long you've been in this state and all that you know for certain is that you're dead...

Then, slowly, there is a pulling, something drawing you away from where you were, pulling and pulling, as if you've been caught in some invisible net.]

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[anonymia]

[I... don't know what is wrong. It is "broken" some thought. And the sad ones feel it is empty. And the hopeful ones want to leave...

It is a world in need... I.. think.

It seems to shift around her. Ones you know may not ever be there or go there... But this "you" may be bound--"bound" seems to resonate with "love" and "pain," its limited understanding of those things--to someone there.]

[lovedinrain]

Maybe and maybe not, is it... Aah, that's fine I guess.

I was alive for a long time. A little bit more wouldn't be too terrible, if it's to help. And I've never been to another world, you know?

[anonymia]

[It frets at the net anyway for a moment, remembering--like a haze--the feelings of regret and sadness and trappedness it saw.

You.. may not end up where you should. But... one you among many should see another world--I think. And this "I" is a lot more sure than its other "I"s have been. Brighter, and without the sense that it really understands what it's saying: A superhero said to me that those with power have to use them to help people.]

[lovedinrain]

So you're bringing people back to life?

[anonymia]

[The ones who seek you will. I... can free you, but then you will not live.]

[lovedinrain]

This sounds complicated.

[anonymia]

[It seems to agree, then brightens a bit as it remembers something, The ones who seek you are called "gods." They bring people and give them life after death. But they cannot ask "consent" because they aren't here, and so some are angry and want them gone.

But--I--will do it. I am here. Is that a power?]

[lovedinrain]

[Thinks that over...]

You're asking for my permission, basically, right? So that I'm not just pulled along and put somewhere all of a sudden. But does that also mean, if I said no, you'd let me go back to where I was before speaking with me?

[anonymia]

[Yes, you are not far. I would not know where you go from there.]

[lovedinrain]

Then yes, that is a power, Miss Voice. I take it that a choice isn't a normal thing.

[anonymia]

[Seems very pleased by this, and there is a weird sense of remembering moving at a great speed, and loud colors.

Before I.. was. I.. dwelt here. The invisible force that still has her seems to thrum slightly. No choices were given then.]

[lovedinrain]

In my world, my kind could make others do things against their will. It led to a lot of people being unhappy - and hurt. Aah, and yet... [trails off, somewhat regretful]

[but nevermind that - what done is done]

Are you a god?

[anonymia]

[I.. don't know. I.. think some think so. But being a god would be scary...]

[lovedinrain]

You're the most god-like thing I've ever met, if that puts things into perspective.

[anonymia]

[It doesn't respond to that. There's only a vague sense of trepidation and worry, being stung and rejected.]

[lovedinrain]

Ah, are you all right?

[anonymia]

[:( :( :(

All is.]

[lovedinrain]

[R U SURE]

Don't say things if they're not true.

[anonymia]

[All is, but perhaps all is not right...?]

[lovedinrain]

I guess that depends on what you think is right, or well.

[anonymia]

[It wavers, confused and not having many words with which to express it.

This existence is unharmed. But I am wounded. Being a god would cause pain.]

[lovedinrain]

[concerned]

Is there something I can do to help you?

[anonymia]

[Unsure for a moment... then seeming to make a decision, and she can feel the pull again, the net drawing her in slowly but surely.

Living... could help.]

[lovedinrain]

[Floats along, floats along.]

Is that all? I'll do my best! I'll go to the world you're talking about.

[anonymia]

[Living. And wanting to help. Those are good.

Keeping her company for the ride there.]